I was so excited to begin writing and working on my blog when I first started. Now, I have sort of lost that spark. I no longer know what I’m trying to say. What is the purpose of this blog? I wonder if I am supposed to be sharing my day to day experiences or my opinions about and insight into significant issues. More importantly, I have to question who cares. My blog may never be found; may never really be discovered. I am to remain the undiscovered socialite. If I was discovered, I don’t know what kind of socialite I would be. Society seems to want ones whose lives are full of drama. Well, my life is certainly dramatic, almost certainly enough to star in my own reality show. That is not what I want to be known for, however. I want to be known as someone who cares about people, who thinks intelligently, who presents herself well, and who represents my generation and nation properly. I don’t want to be famous; I want to be well-rounded and respected. I want to be inspired again. I don’t want the drama, and the hardships, and the disappointments to weigh me down. I would like to be happy and heard. Hopefully some day soon both of these will happen.
